Perhaps I'm lonely.
I miss him a lot. I'm not sure what he wants. Unrequited love kinda sucks.
I want to sit down with him and get to know him. I already know a lot about his last 4 years, but...I want to be closer. I want to share more of my life with him. I want to go snowboarding, or camping, or even just fly out for a weekend to have lunch. I've admitted my feelings for him to myself and my closest friends, but what do I do now?
He is the first and last thing I think about every day since I came home.