December 31, 2001 (idea)

maybe she was right, when she told me what she really thought...

maybe it was just bullshit, and lies, to quell my tumult?

first thing is first, I have to decided to really open myself on the journal, more than I have before, really put my blood, sweat, my heart, and my soul into it...

Whether that is good or bad is up to the viewer, but maybe, just maybe one day I can look back and understand myself better, or maybe someone will really understand me better...

I ain't in it for the bullshit, so get out of my way

-fbp, heading out for new year's eve, seeing what trouble I can cause, if any...

I shall modify this when the night is over, maybe the night will last till late tomorrow night, in some chance of luck, and coincidence, because that is what I am looking for a party that starts at midnight, a 24+ hour blast from midnight on, yeah that's what I am looking for, or forward to, not one that starts to end...

English, is a dangerous language, I suggest that no one in their right mind use it, it is beautifully tragic, and tragically beautiful