3:32 AM

Insomnia, my old friend. We didn't see each other for a while. I thought that after July it might go away, but of course August is bad every year. I thought after Sunday that maybe I'd be fine.

Well, it's only been a few days. Give myself a 3:35 AM chance.

3:39 AM

It's strange, going away from E2, coming back again... I've been a member going on 7 years and a lurker for longer. I'll happily go for 6, 7 months at a time without so much as logging in, years without noding. It always feels like coming home though.

3:41 AM

So, having walked out on my job, all anger and righteousness, I find myself with time on my hands. Over the last few years I have tried to make sure I have quite 3:43 AM structured time, a time to get out of bed in the mornings, friends to see and things to do in the evenings, the luxury of a sleep-in just that; and now... with no job (and only faint lights on the horizon so far), no structure, my mind 3:47 AM becomes... unfocussed, distracted. Perhaps E2 will once again become part of my solution.

I hate to sound like a foul-weather friend EDB, and the truth is I'm really not. Creativity is fed by misery, is it not? So I'm a creative-weather friend. That's not so bad, right? Right?

3:51 AM

 

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