I would say having been through it all varies

depending on life circumstances

beyond our control, despite the need to feel

in control.


We, who dare to dream or continue to commit

to past promises or a moral compass

cannot even change the waxing or waning of

the moon above us, ever present;

Nor which way the wind blows or when

loved ones slip away, slip away


In sunshine or into the shadowy place

of sleep, where peace and confusion

collide in nightmares and whispers.


Ask me again in three years

whether checking if someone has

been through it all is really

the correct question.