I've not noded in almost 2 months. My life has taken some very strange turns. Home doesn't feel so real. My work is meaningless. I think about e2 every day but I'm scared of it. Tonight break gave me a really cheery hello and it felt good (thanks). No one reads daylogs. The EDB is a pretty stupid idea. Everyone could be nicer. Why the fuck do so many users have bugs up their asses. I seem to live to consume. I'm happy for dizzy. I am so tired of going to Sydney every week. I've just remembered to hard link. Oops. I want to work at IBM. Or Lucent. Aliens are real. I wish I was a disco robot computer.