How often have I looked into your eyes?
Has that emotion always been there?
The one that explains the
apathy I've gotten from you for so long...
No, it's a recent addition.
I used to see the interest- in who I was,
who I wanted to be, who I was becoming.
There was a time when
you could hardly wait to talk to me,
if only to tell me that stupid joke you had heard, or to tell me who you ran into at lunch.
You once loved to
hug me, just simply hold me and
listen to me breathe.
You once told me that I looked
like an angel when I slept.
I've seen your trail of
fallen angels...
Am I the next in line?