your blood would burn like acid
in your veins underneath silky white innocence skin
and your mind filled with electricity
like schizophrenia energy
these violences would trickle downward until they're inside you you're a river
filled with sludge and you can feel slick
dirty nausea behind your eyes
stomach turned into boiling water
mixed with thought like disgusting hatred
when you can't ever forget
this is jealousy