Wow
friday morning already. That means
two weeks to go. Thats a long time to get through in this place with its oppressive
corporate american culture. As usual I will pass the days with
alchohol and
manic socialising. I
dreamt about her last night - that hasn't happened for a while.
Oh well I'll make it - I have my
special rocks and my
teddy bear. I guess its a little strange that a
supposedly grown man sleeps with his teddy but
what the hell. I've been doing it
since I stopped sleeping with her. I dragged him out of the cupboard
one night and he's been with me each night since. I think my cleaner must think its quite
cute by the way she leaves him propped on my pillow when she makes the bed.
I also brought some of my
CDs that I thought I might need
The Fragile -
Nine Inch Nails
Fight Club Soundtrack -
Dust Brothers
Odyssey Number Five -
PowderFinger
I love you but... -
friendly
but with
characteristic brilliance I forgot to bring anything to play them on. Oh well I downloaded an
mp3 player onto my workstation here and I found
these days on the net so at least I have something.
Last night we
ventured into
St Charles and
drank heavily. I took advantage of the fact that we are in a
small town in a country that is somewhat more
easily offended by
foul language than my own and
amused myself by seeing how much I could work the word
cunt into conversation. I got back with a
slight stagger and four
candles from the last bar we went to.
I am still trying to decide what to do next.
to Quit or not to Quit? If
Quit then which offer do I take?
The
official offer letter arrived today from the Object/Java specialists. I think I may be leaning towards these guys - Its about 10k less than Im getting now but the work sounds interesting.
I don't know though.
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