I know everyone says it, but I rarely write
daylogs. I think I am going to use them to keep track of the next few weeks. It is an interesting time in my
life and it will be nice to have something I can go back and look at when it's all over. I have 32 days until I
graduate from
college. I have been there for 4 years and now it all boils down to a little over a
month.
Needless to say, I'll
a little nervous and
confused. For starters, I've always lived with my parents or in the
dorms. I've never had to do any of this stuff that all of a sudden has become the center of my attention.
I have to buy
furniture?
I have a big to do list on my wall in my bedroom at the dorms. I'm slowly checking off bits and pieces of the list but it seems like it will never be
finished. Luckily I already found a new
car so I don't have to worry about that. I've also found an apartment so that's off the list. I feel so
busy.
Me and all my friends don't really know how to deal with
this. We all sit around and
drink and
talk like usual but the conversation always turns to "isn't it going to be weird that everything is going to be
different". It's just life. We won't all be living together or on the same hall. We won't be in class together. We won't work on projects together.
Some of us are getting married.
Some of us are breaking up.
Some of us may never see each other again.
Some of us are just going through the motions and hoping that everything turns out. Who knows? Someday it will all be a fond memory?
God, I hope so.