To rid myself of sickness!
Sickness as in not speaking out, not voicing my concerns, as well as my stupid stomach flu, nervousness and stress!
I can't believe how much I've suffered for the past week being unable to eat properly, digest properly, and live properly. Thoughts come a mile a minute but have no outlet because my energies are too low to transfer them from one medium (thoughts) to another (language).
After being so sick have I realized the importance of being outspoken, having to show your emotions and state of mind. Also, the turmoil that comes with living is good. But anxiety is a symptom of other incomplete things that can amount to something seemingly formidable at first. It can be vanquished once a point-form list has been created.