I haven't really been on e2 in a while.
On paper, my life sucks. I'm broke most of the time due to working a menial job I had to take since no one is really hiring any recently graduated Museum Studies majors. I hate it and I want to stab my boss, who's younger than me, parties all the time and smells like marijuana. My significant other works too much for me to ever spend time with him and is always tired and cranky. My friends are drunks and flakes. My parents are rude, make my cry on the phone all the time and constantly asking when I will find a decent job. I feel as though my life is falling apart and it's a struggle to keep my head up.
But lately... today especially.... I have realized I am happy. After spending a great deal of my life being sad and upset with everything, it's weird to see that my life is pretty much crap and I am somehow able to enjoy the fact that I am alive and life is beautiful.