Today I found out that a friend killed themself on Christmas Eve. I found that out, while I read my email. Also was a letter, asking me if I want to invest in my future, and the stockmarket.

I am in Chicago right now. Staying with the charming, yet quirky NeXT.boy.. we are so cute together.. he is the friend I can talk to at night.. while laying in the dark.. about to go to sleep.. actually we did that last night.. get your mind out of the gutter.. no smooching going on

it was cold as fuck the last few nights.. that kinda sucks.. no.. that really sucks..

I got hit on last night by this cute guy.. but then I felt lame, because I was happy I got hit on.. Oh and it was right after I had yummy pancakes at Walker Brothers