celebration! two days in the row.
last night, i took my family to
sushi to tell them i'm
ready to fight with the world by myself and to thank about the fact that they have
supported me to getting ready for this.
tonight, i took
ai to sushi to celebrate
her marrige.
i'm really happy with hearing that she's getting
marry.
honestly, i've been felt like unless she marries, i cannot focus on myself. there is no possibility for us to get back 'cause we concluded that we are
not right for each other after being together for nine years.
that's
the fact and
that's it.
without being
cynical, i feel good about she's getting marry and me being by myself to focus on my
future.
ai, congratrations. i will be loving you as a person no matter what.
and i think we will never get together for the rest of our life. that is good thing 'cause we've been too depenent each other.
we need to walk our own path without bending our way to live.
go away and be
happy!!!!!
i've got next project to work on. i'll be getting busy and being
busy is good.
i'm sure there are a lot of
typo in this writeup due to my drunkenness.
hell, i don't care.
i'm dying to want to record my
feeling tonight.
i'll check my
bad spelling and my
bad grammer tomorrow at the
work.
i'm feeling
better-sweet-yet-happy tonight.