Today was a
bad day.
Basically, I learned about my
friend, and his
girlfriend. The three of us are
friends, or shall I say, were
friends.
About two months ago, I asked this girl out. Unfortunately, my friend had other plans. He asked her out a day after I did.
She choose him over me.
I got over it. That was months ago. We still remained
friends. I still like this girl. I hung out with the two of them, we were just arranged differently.
She was hanging on him instead of me.
Today changed all that. I learned that the two of them are hanging out a little too much. My friend is going to be
sleeping with his girlfriend very soon. The part that gets to me is, she could have been my
girlfriend.
Neither of them could tell me. Instead, I found out through some
mutual friends. I now have to face the two of them and
pretend that I don't know anything about it. I have to pretend that
I still want to be friends.