wake up. hit the
snooze button, but got out of bed before it could cycle. smoke my last
cigarette. take a
shower. get dressed (jeans, black sweater, docs).
anxiety. nervousness.
walk the
dog. go buy
cigarettes and
coffee creamer. go to work. see second quarter earnings report.
i have a lot of
freedom i probably wouldn't have at another company. i dress casual. i live 3 minutes walking distance from here. i have my own office with nice big
windows. i like what i do and the company is good at expressing their
appreciation. the people i work with are
competent and
interesting.
i will go with the flow. i will drink much
coffee.
i love my man. he loves me. i will not take this for granted.
i am looking forward to going home. the day has dragged a bit. it feels more like 7:30 than 4:30. i will go home, walk the
dog, and get in a quick
bike ride before it rains again. then i will
vacuum, smoke a bowl, and relax.
i will finish the self-help book. i will pay
attention to what it says. i will look for more
information and
motivation.
i will try to finish my self-portrait.
a
storm is coming. i watch the doppler maps. i hear the
thunder already. i love it.