Horror Wrestling
Drain STH
1996
13 tracks
I Don't Mind
I wake up lonely, you’re next to me
I don't know if I've survived my sleep
Don't you know me, I'm your agony
Don't detest me, try to live inside me
I want to break through your skin but
I don't mind I don't care
I can't see the sky from here
What have you done?
I don't mind I don't care
I can't feel my soul down here
What have you done?
You’re getting closer trying to leave
Begging for mercy please let me be
Can't you see it?
Life becomes unreal
Can't you feel it?
I'm inside your skin
Smile
I can't see you when you're here
I can feel you when you’re near
Hiding somewhere deep inside my head
you breathe my silent thoughts
Smell your breath, somewhere near you soar
Saw your smile, it left my soul to die
You can't make me do your deeds
Never gonna feel your greed
I can feel you there between the lines
Faceless at the time
Wounded smile, choose among the lies
Saw your smile, it left my soul to die
Jesus Christ, please stab my eyes
Serve the Shame
Deep inside the shell rankles the pain
Knee deep inside yourself, wreck of the insane
You serve the shame
You serve the shame
Loss to fill expose your will, use the child
Simple needs, perversities, abuse the pride
Loss to fill, I'll be your sin, without name
Simple needs, perversities, you serve the shame
Wallow in the deeds, Unable to feel
Too late to repent, this mind must be sealed
You serve the shame
You serve the shame
Mirror's Eyes
Turning into my mind
The mirror's eyes smile back at me
Fed me with your madness
Burnt the cradle to the ground
Created a beast of sadness
Now I'm searching to be found
Reaping the seed you sowed
Left alone to grow
Where do we go?
I don't know
Reaping the seed you sowed
Time has come, no longer care
I wanted love, you gave me fear
See my life broke in half
Frozen sea you left for me
See my life broke in half
Someone
Set my soul to fly
Someone has to die
And I feel you
Someone has to die
And I feel you
Someone has to die
I know, I know
You know, you know
I'm the one to be
There can't be two of us in me
And I feel you
Someone has to die
And I feel you
Someone has to die
I know, I know
You know, you know
I know, I know
You know, you know...
Someone has to die...
Someone has to die...
Crucified
Seal your eyes and use them inside
See if you know who I am
Feed your lies and breed them a while
Meet them again when you're near
Under skin, left within
Seamless scars, can't deny
From the inside, crucified
In silence, resentment bleeds through
Somewhere your past will resort
Feeling dry, I'm dying
You know why
Drained from the wound that won't heal
Under skin, left within
Seamless scars, can't deny
From the inside, crucified
Stench
So I lie, in my stench
Decorated in my self
Scarcely here, mind astray
In myself hate, I crawl away
I still burn for you
I saw you bleed
Same mistake I made again, made again
Who am I, faceless mass
All what's left, cracked like glass
I saw you bleed
Same mistake I made again, made again
So if I burn
Would have done it all the same, all the same
So I lie, in my stench
Decorated in my fence
I saw you bleed
Don't fade away into the gray
Don't fade away into the gray
Don't fade away into the gray
Crack the Liar’s Smile
I'm using life
It's true, I don't mind if you leave
You're fated, I'm always relieved
I hope you understood the words unsaid
So many rooms inside my head
Too many different places
Sometimes I'm dying to be dead
Too many lovely faces
It's like a poison to me
I ain't what you see
I'm too scared to be
Won't you set me free?
Leave it all to be
I won't pretend
I'm not scared to death of being left alone
My love for you is still unknown
I'm getting closer and I use my wile
I crack the liar’s smile
I won't just live my life to die
I'm getting high from being vile
There is no use to ask me why
It's like a poison to me
I see you drowning in my eyes
I crack the liar’s smile
I won't just live my life to die
I'm getting high from being vile
There's no use to ask me why
It's like a poison to me
Klotera
All I wanted in my eyes
My frustration, your delight
It's beneath my skin
Consuming from within
And once I've seen...you gonna die
Eventually cursed, cursed my tears
Quench your thirst
All I am is all I need
Can you see what's left of me?
I don't know and I don't care
I ain't going anywhere
I don't care and I don't mind
Pound my head against the ground
Once I've seen your face
I'm caught up in the maze
I'm snared in your fatal embrace
Mind over Body
Turn inside yourself, ease your mind
Turn inside yourself, release your mind
My body's alive, but I'm not inside
And I see broken pictures, floating body over mine
Floating high
What I only wanted was to fly
Turn inside yourself, ease your mind
Turn inside yourself, release your mind
Saw into your eyes, and death itself has been denied
And I see pictures coming clear
See your body next to mine
Floating high
All I ever wanted was to fly
And I see pictures come alive
Broken faces, twisted smiles
I've seen enough and close my eyes
Can not live and can not die...
Mind floating high, all I ever wanted was to fly
Unforgiving Hours
Take me in your arms
I need to rest
Rest my head against your chest
Stop me from drifting
It feels like I'm fading away, away
Father, O Father, I know you can see
I'm in pain
Always remain, lost out in the rain
Help me to carry, carry the stone
Life's running out of an open wound
When twisting and turning
Endlessly burning you soothe, you soothe me
Seems every beat of my heart brings me
Closer to death, every breathe
All my candles have burned out
I wish there could be
Mercy for me
Begging on my knees
Praying to find peace
I wish there could be
Mercy for me
Begging on my knees
Praying to find peace as to fly
Unreal
Hope is wearing thin as ice
When my feelings slowly die
Is there anyone there?
Am I all alone?
Through the flesh to the bone
Thorn sticks deep inside me
Can you feel me, I am wrong
Can you see me, I am gone
From the things I have denied
Feel the smell, Feel the smell
From what once was me
I am trapped in myself
Buried in my body
Can you feel me I am wrong
Can you see me so long gone
I am lost, I'm on my own
All my feelings, turned to stone
To stone
To stone
(So I will burn) Alone
I've seen your greed feed upon me
So you think that you're drained by the monster you've created
Isn't this what you long ago chose to be your fate?
Can you see my eyes? Can you see me?
I am alone. Won't you see how I burn
So I will burn, I've stared at the sun
Seeing behind every configuration only death
The awareness in every second one last breath
How can you live if this is all it will be?
I am alone. Won't you see how I burn
See if you can understand why I am
Understand why I am
Understand why I am
Ace of Spades
(This song was originally written and performed by Motorhead)
If you like to gamble, I tell you I'm your man
You win some, lose some, it's all the same to me
The pleasure is to play, it makes no difference what you say
I don't share your greed
The only card I need is
The Ace of Spades
The Ace of Spades
Playing for the high one, dicing with the devil
Going with the flow, it's all a game to me
Seven or eleven, snake eyes watchin' you
Double up or quit, double stakes or split
The Ace of Spades
The Ace of Spades
You know I'm born to lose, and gambling's for fools
But that's the way I like it baby, I don't wanna live forever
And don't forget the Joker
Pushing up the ante, I know you wanna see me
Read'em and weep, the dead man's hand again
I see it in your eyes, take one look and die
The only thing you see, You know it's gonna be
The Ace of Spades
The Ace of Spades
see also: Freaks of Nature