So, I just came home from my
mom's house. I watched
three to tango which I must say, had absolutlely _ZERO_ value other than a few laughs. It sure as hell ain't
kevin smith. Anyways so my
friends from Hawaii just moved out
here and you know, I'm a full time
student at
UNM and it's like, I go to school all day long and they
sit around all day doing basiclly
nothing. This doesnt
bother me much, but when I come home it's like they expect me to hang out all
night and
party with them or something. Don't get me wrong, I like to kick back and
unwind on the
weekends when I have the time. But I just wish that they could
respect that I wake up at
7:00 am and dont get home till after 5:00 pm. When I get home I need to do some
things and get my "not in school" side of my
life in order before I can do anything else. This takes at least an
hour sometimes more. So by around 7:00 pm I'm hungry, tired, and I wanna
relax. I wish I could find a way to tell them that the way they treat me is very
rude and I'm starting to feel
Alienated from the group. Adam (the
gay sissy man) of the group is cool, but damn, I'm getting really sick of him playing the
out card all the time.
no one cares and those who do care should
die so what's the point in making a deal out of it at all? I guess I dont help, I'm
guilty of mocking him a fair bit, but still....
And julia, well..
Julia is one of them
cute girls and I'm getting
sick of it. I feel I should not say anything
bad about her but I cant help but feel she could use a good wake up call. This is not at all to imply that
I would be ebtter for her. I know I wouldn't be, but I am her friend, and well, I've done a lot for her. So it disgusts me that for a very long time when I was with my ex-GF in
hawaii me and julia got to be really good friends, but then as soon as I was single again she suddenly got very
cold towards me. To make matters worse I destroyed things when I
confronted her about her boyfriend who we all knew was cheating on her. To this
day I contend that what I said was because she's my friend and I care about her. However, she seems to think that I am
stalking her now. I should never have given her the $100 to fly out here. Which I suppose makes me
wonder if I should just say
fuck it and make her pay me back and let her live in her own little world, or should I just let her pay me back whenever, and pretend that we're friends?
Anyways, feeling in a way
better and in a way
worse but all in all I think it's time I
wrap this up and get to bed. For the record, they're all out having fun...I have a 9:30 class tomarrow.
*sigh*
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Having a writeup moving good time,
-Doug