Live fast,
die young,
leave a good looking corpse. Preferably not your
own. But then again, I have never drawn my
pension, I wonder how it
feels. Is that the moment you finally realize "I am
old...."? I don't feel that yet, but when I look at
kids, I do think "That was
me not too
long ago" I can feel my
mind get older, I can sort of feel myself
move on. I am not really
afraid of the future as much as
wondering what I am in the
present. Today was a day of
wasted opportunities, and I don't want there to me more like
it. I saw a couple having
lunch in the
cafeteria, and the
girl was someone
I used to love, which struck a
chord with me.
I was sitting chatting to a nice guy, a chinese friend of mine, who is thinking about coming to work in my company, but I am discouraging him. The company is small, and the work is much harder and less well paid than his at the moment. It is good to speak with him, time passes so quickly and we drift apart so easily.
Anyway, I must go. I have more new years resolutions to break. :-)