I'm in a very
Anna mood today, and not in a very
work mood. People have been
giving me the shits all day, for various reasons... partly because of my own
paranoia, since I haven't been doing much work, and they seem to be picking up on it. But I really don't have much to do at this stage in the
project, I'm only working
part time so they don't involve me in many of the decisions, and I wouldn't really want to be involved anyway, because that's not what I'm good at. Once we start
implementing stuff, I'll be much more
in my element.
A large bit of annoyance when I submitted a new song to my
Original Lyrics, which resulted in the
new song, plus an older one, being
nuked. The only explanation was that they, according to the nuker, weren't very good.
Apparently. I thought otherwise, and others have told me otherwise, on
E2 and in
real life, so I don't know what the problem was. All my other
lyrics nodes have had positive responses, even if they haven't had a lot of votes; I guess they're not the type of nodes people tend to waste votes on.
Anyway, I'll be hopefully using one of them in our
new band line up, when we finally start
rehearsing and
writing in the next couple of weeks, which I'm looking forward to. We never really managed to put
music and
lyrics together in any reasonable way in our
last incarnation, but it's looking a lot more promising this time. Hopefully I'll be able to get past any
embarrasment or
self-consciousness, and just try out different
vocal techniques and melodies to try to get something to sound good.
Not sure if I'll go to work tomorrow, but it's extra
money, and I can probably get away with doing the uni stuff I have to do whilst in
the office, so that could be a good thing... I'd much rather be at home, but I know if I was, I'd just end up playing
games for most of the day, and having a half-hearted attempt at what I'm actually meant to be
doing. So yeh,
more money is good.
I've been finding myself wishing I could go back to
kickboxing, since my sisters have started at the same place I used to go to... my old
instructor remembers me, which is cool... I think I was one of his best
students for a while there, until I got occupied with
other things... and after that I could never quite get back into it. Hopefully I'll be able to find time this semester though, since I'm only working part time.
Anyway, I think I've
rambled enough. Time to leave early and go see my
gorgeous girl at her work, so we can sit together and watch TV all night. Yay!
P.S. The song that was nuked can be found on my
homenode, if you're interested, comments are welcome.