It would be so much easier if people decided to tell me about things that concern me.

Play rehearsal before the start of term two: My timetable says that we start at one o'clock, right? Well, apparently the others in my group decided to start at 11:00. WITHOUT telling me. So I turned up half an hour late with NO costume because I didn't have time to get ready.

Now, I've been told that we have three performances. I'm okay with that. Then, I'm told that we've been booked for a fourth performance. We're helping transport the troupe, for chrissakes! It's mental.

It's almost like people have decided that I'm... unimportant. Nobody even thinks to ask me, but when I get told something I run around everywhere trying to tell people what's going on.

It's not enough that I feel like an outside in my 'clique'. My friends barely talk to me, but they talk about parties that nobody even THOUGHT about inviting me to, or the Melbourne Show which they convieniently forgot to ask me about.

Maybe I need new friends.