today goes deep
I let it
when someone says "You are too emotional."
it means "I am not comfortable with your emotions."
it is them not me
I could care less
what they think
what they feel
whether they are comfortable with my emotions
they will be on my shit list
until they learn
I am comfortable with my emotions
today goes deep
I let all the darkness rise
grief
anger
disillusionment
humiliation
and my small child
is wild
with joy
this day is yours
small child
I am with you today
all day
you I the Beloved
no shoulds today
no list
nothing that you do not want to do
food
music
warmth
church
beach walk
I will not clean
I will not pay bills
I will not sit with fools
who say I am too emotional
we can laugh
or cry
or rage
would you like to smash a plate?
no
says small child
food
warmth
outdoors
birds
deer
music of the spheres
here
dear one
we go deep
IRON NODER: TOKYO DRIFT5