Aaaaah shit.
Last night, after a lovely dinner filled with good conversation, after hanging out in the apartment, after all the normal, happy fun stuff, a 'relationship talk' began.
Shit.
"I feel like I'm way more into this than you are."
"......"
"This is just a game for you, isn't it??"
"No! Why do you say that?"
It's just that I have desensitized myself. I don't want to get too deeply involved because, in less than two weeks, we are no longer going to be living in the same state. And through the context that we've known each other, the majority of it has been in the beginnings of a relationship. I would rather just go with it, enjoy myself, but not get too attached because I don't want the pain of an exit wound.
Fuck, fuck, fuck.
Way to be an insensitive bastard.