Ahahaha...had a little
nervous breakdown today. Not really, but I sort of
freaked out on the phone with Kai about whether or not going to
Stanford is a
good decision or a really
bad one. I mean, I'll have
negative cash flow and completely wipe out my
savings, if I don't get a real
teaching assistantship by second
quarter. And I expect the odds on that aren't too good. But, it's a
once in a lifetime chance, right? I can't turn it down.
T-
one week to moving day. Wow. I packed all my
clothes. I hate my clothes. I should learn to sew, I guess. They just don't make many styles I like...well, maybe that won't be true in the
Bay Area, eh? I'll have to learn to hit the
thrift shops and all. IF I get a
job. Anyone need a
Chinese-speaking
HTMLer/
artist? ... Oh well,
it was worth a try.
I had the mother of all
migraines, but the
Maxalt put it away. Yay for absurdly powerful
medications.