less
tired and
pissy today than
yesterday. still a bit
down in the dumps but miles above where i've been. i finally mustered up
courage to do something that really shouldn't have taken any
courage at all. my
silence on certain issues has been
detrimental despite my real
intention of "staying out of it".
live and
learn.
unsolicited
advice of the day:
always speak your mind
juliet rules. i mean really really rules.
woke up, went to the
grocery store for
cigarettes, a
banana, and
coffee creamer. went to
work. noded
asteroid stuff. did some
real work.
practice was nice last night. a
girl who i hadn't seen in a while came back. she's so
nice. she just got back from a
latin dance convention in
Las Vegas where she got to dance with the
best in the
world. she said she'd never be afraid to
dance with anyone ever again.
admirable. i don't have the kind of
strength or
confidence to perform in front of
people. she's strong physically as well. i'm amazed. she's very
petite. maybe 5'2" and 120 lbs (tops, probably closer to 100lbs), but she can
lift me like i'm a bag of
feathers (i'm 5'9" and ~160 lbs). she's a good
fighter, particularly in her ability to
defend her point zone while keeping up an
aggressive attack.
more later...
2:35
PM,
EST. i won't go to practice
tonight.
wednesdays are always an at-home
night for me. things i should
accomplish are as follows: