Here's the stuff we found when you searched for "and I hope that when I die I retain my consciousness for long enough to throw a major fucking tantrum at the Beloved before I dissolve into the universal one"

• How long must I stay in my pajamas before I turn into Howard Hughes?
• Why do we hurt when our loved ones die?
• When left long enough, students will always discuss cartoons they watched as kids
• when my time is in the past, i hope my heart lays in the grass, and feeds another one who lives like it's all just begun
• when i stay in one spot too long, i lose the feel of the world
• You make a light in the world and you hope someone can still look up from the dust for long enough to see it
• I hope I die before I get old
• I hope I get old before I die.
• and when all the stars have fallen one last time and the skies are crumbling into my hands and the sirens are bleeding out on the beaches and the earth fades; you will remain
• In the long purple evenings when rock n roll from WLAM blurred into night baseball from WCOU
• One last kiss before the long goodbye
• Before a Long Fall from a Castle Spire
• To boldly go where no one has gone before
• Live so that they cry when you're born and laugh when you die
• When the one you love can't stop doing something you hate
• The music makes one's blood boil and long to be in some obscure, untamed place with the one you love
• "You've never danced with anyone like me before," the angel and the devil said to one another.
• One last desperate hope
• At night, when we walked by the wall, the world seemed to fall down before us - the whole, far-off, dirty world.
• To One who has been Long in City Pent
• Happiness is difficult to come by when one is constantly followed by Frisbees
• Sometimes when I see you fall into bed you just keep falling
• When true love dies, there are no paparazzi
• When I was five years old, I knew I was going to die
• these forces begin long before we are born and continue after we perish
• Life is material; you just have to live long enough to figure out how to use it
• And when she turned into a man, we were so proud
• Things you learn when a woman moves into your flat
• Smart enough to get into the Ivy League, not good enough to go to Stanford
• Universal consciousness
• How long can any one heart be so confused?
• You know you've been away from home too long
• Plan One to Throw Away
• when one of us woke early
• A Fun Thing to Do When You've Tied One On
• When I'm long dead, the bee will win
• When you kill people they die
• When Will You Die for the Last Time in My Dreams?
• Things to consider before you bring a hamster into your life
• I am writing you at dawn, on a train headed west, a farewell letter to be mailed at the first transfer station, before I head off into parts unknown.
• Are you such a fucking loser you can't tell when you've won?
• Everything is hazy and perfect when you're on enough hard drugs to disconnect you from reality.
• The long term consequence of putting fish genes into watermelons
• One by one we threw our eyes into the sea
• Throw your hat into the ring
• No one older than twenty-five was stupid enough to take a job here.
• I will love them all when everyone else is long gone
• Ground rush
• One of the most irritating things that can happen when talking
• Because: Context is not important. Because: My life is one long series of contexts.
• Time converging into one space
• A city becomes a world when someone falls in love with one of its inhabitants
• Sometimes, when I am looking, no one is beautiful
• How to scream when no one is looking
• one learns the most when losing
• One learns the most when teaching others
• It's hard to know what to say when a friend's parent they always hated suddenly dies
• Ain’t there a pen that will write before they die?
• I long for the vanished gardens of Cordova. However, before the gardens must come the fighting.
• What happens when a Pope dies
• Hope to Die
• Cross my heart, hope to die, stick a needle in my eye
• Is it finished when you die?
• imagine that when you die you relive the last few seconds of your life
• When celebrities die
• Piss without farting, die without fucking
• every statue in town came to life, but they'd been watching long enough to know better than to ever move
• Traffic lights that don't stay green long enough for everyone waiting to get through
• Trying to keep up with technology, when the quiet full moon is momentarily more than enough
• Sins of the Fathers : Hope (one)
• I hope this won't turn into an infestation
• When five senses aren't enough
• a soundtrack when I walk into a room
• It's the cracked ones that let light into the world
• The Man Felt an Iron Hand Grasp Him by the Hair, at the Nape. Not One Hand, a Hundred Hands Seized Him, Each by the Hair, and Tore Him Head to Foot, the Way You Tear Up a Sheet of Paper, Into Hundreds of Little Pieces
• When the seagulls follow the trawler, it is because they think sardines will be thrown into the sea.
• Like white light? Or a long low moan that turns into laughing? Or the holes in Jesus' hands?
• Boy, I was sure lucky to be born into the one true faith!
• Thoughts that randomly pop into your mind when masturbating
• Astro City #5
• I need to build a boat before I die
• Ski piss
• long one (user)
• What happens when you wear your contact lenses for too long?
• You know you've been hacking too long when
• If I should die before I wake
• I cried when I wrote this song, sue me if I play too long
• Sometimes when I hold a child I can feel my life grow long
• One long June I came down from the trees
• When they come they'll eat the fat ones first
• The well-groomed ones? Those are liberal arts majors.
• I dreamed of her pulse long before I took it from her
• The sky is one long inhale
• When I too long have looked upon your face,
• She said the dance is a prayer. A prayer to toss into the tide all the weight of oblivion and humiliation. This is not a dance for one, fool - where are you?
• When H.A.R.L.I.E. Was One
• Whereas a Naked White Man, when I met one, always appear'd a new Object unto me
• One no longer loves one's insight when one communicates it
• One must trust in the law, and keep within the heart the knowledge that the law of this world is the same right and just law that governed us when we were merely stars.
• The smiles you smiled when you thought no one was looking
• How to flip a coin when you haven't got one
• When I get mad I throw harder
• we're the only ones to turn to when your castles turn to sand
• When your imaginary life is interrupted unapologetically by your real one
• When in doubt, throw it out
• One should always play fairly when one has the winning cards
• Sometimes, when no one is looking, I am beautiful
• One last thing before I go
• I knocked on the massive door, and came one step closer to knowing what I didn't know before.
• before the internet when teen had REAL relationship the boy could look at the girl and judge the diameter of her thorax with his feelers and determine whether the mating ritual could commence but NO MORE. evil woman use her computer sorcery
• Fruit cut from the vine, forgot and left to rot, long before it was time
• When I Die
• And you as well must die, beloved dust,
• Dream Caused by the Flight of a Bee around a Pomegranate, One Second before Awakening
• When you grow up, your heart dies
• What happens when we die?
• When we see the early signs of daylight fading, we leave just before it's gone.
• What will happen to me, when you die?
• The boss' machine is always the one to die first.
• when someone you disliked dies
• One more look at the ghost before I'm gonna make it leave
• What happens when a Frank Perdue dies
• When a whale dies
• And When I Die
• Knowing you're going to die when you turn 30
• Old soldiers never die. Young ones do.
• It takes two people to make you and one person to die. That is how the world is going to end.
• Hope dies last
• E2 is like getting old, having friends die, and running into them on the street
• I hope they kill me while I'm standing here, so I can die happy.
• People don't flail when they die
• We live for the one, we die for the one
• Where people go when people die
• Before long the Goddess Tiamat through hip-hop you'll be facing
• Until I die there will be sounds. And they will continue following my death. One need not fear about the future of music.
• True love has waited long enough
• Most of the men were disillusioned long before they met her
• I can only pray that, when I finally leave, I will have done little enough damage to be totally forgotten
• That too long hour never dim enough until sleep
• When willpower isn't enough
• when you're done, you can let her die if that's what you want. Or you can wake her.
• The hole in the ground for bodily waste when camping
• even the human lived long enough to worship the seasons
• I hope you're fucking happy
• when I touch her I hope it's you that smiles
• I sincerely hope you have one of these somewhere in your life.
• Throw away your fucking scale!
• when you reflect that john now knows how he's going to die.
• I'll never be the one to force my parents into an "old age" home
• One day I will step out of my body and burst into bloom
• Long Day's Journey Into Night
• Every strong wind one leans into and smiles should bring back a lost toy from childhood
• I stared into the muddled sky with tears running down my face in small rivers, and I knew then that there was no hope
• throw yourself into a memory as if it were air, as if it will save you
• Half a circle -- my foray into long lost geometry
• Do not enter into compression box when motor is running
• So this one time, God walked into an inn...
• Long Gone Before Daylight
• When I look into her eyes, I no longer care about what the world thinks. This is what it feels like to be alive.
• Sex and Fear and Power, all packed into one holster
• Into two one
• Things you don't want to hear (but will) when you get into bed with a girl
• The hope that one of us would learn to swim
• Are they bleeding all your colours into one?
• if you buy into the wizard's bullshit, soon you're all standing waist-deep in things you didn't even know could exist and no one has any clue how to stop him
• Often I feel like I am just shouting my observations into a raging storm and no one hears
• Long March into Idiocy
• When did my fiance turn into my security blanket?!
• Before the Rain
• A buddha before history
• RFC 1882
• i like it when we talk about the deep stuff
• My life closed twice before its close

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