I have to stop doing this. I really do. It seems that every weekend I screw up at least one
platonic friendship.
Drink,
smoke,
ruin. Drink, smoke, ruin. And so the
vicious cycle continues...
I think I will take a break from drinking for a little while, maybe a few weeks to let the wounds heal. Then I can get right back out there and rub salt in them again! God, listen to me! I'm such a loser! If only I could be one of those quiet drunks who sits in a corner and laughs at everyone instead of...yeah.
Alcoholism runs in my family, I don't want to be the next to continue the cycle. I won't. I'm going to stop for a little while. I really will. No kidding.