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I have demons whispering constantly in my mind...

Even this morning as I ironed my shirt for work I was fighting them, I know what's right for me and what's not, and it's because of this knowledge that I find it SOOoo very hard not to do what I want to do.

I keep telling myself to wait - wait and it will be over in a while, they'll be gone, and I'll find my inner peace again. That is ofcourse till the next time they decide to pay my head a little visit.

I hate it when they fuck with me...



I hate being confused
I hate not being able to share my thoughts and feelings with anyone.
I hate feeling lonely when I'm surrounded by people.
I hate crying every day.

I hate feeling empty when I have been blessed with more than most people dream about.

Most of all I hate the self pitying tears welling up in my eyes...